Once I get through this, I will paint. Watercolors. Big-ass sized works. I missed painting. I seriously missed painting. Hey painting, I missed you. I'd like you to come over and have a little chat. Bring your friend, Coffee, along.

I also want to slap some acrylics on gimongous sized canvass. Still with my superhero art because I need to brush up my skills, if I have one.

I hate my thesis output, some of my sketch deviations are better than the drawings in my thesis. I don't like it. The style is like Frank Miler art, only crappier. Which sucks. Frank Miller art is good, but mine's not.

If I don't get through this, I will still paint. And eat. I seriously need to eat. I have strong bones but my bones can't be an alternative to my muscles. I still need muscles. And a car. I want a muscle car. If I have a muscle car, I won't be needing muscles anymore. Okay, not true. But still! Can someone donate food? I love to eat, but I'm too lazy to eat. It is tiring.

I am writing this journal because I want to release stress, which I do all the time. I love releasing stress, it makes me unproductive and healthy. I watch movies, surf the net, surf my room, eat junk, surf the net more and sleep. I love sleeping and it loves me too. I am currently eating chocolates, for lunch.

Yesterday, to boost up my soul to work on my thesis, I bought some supplies. I was amazed that I found a Quill Nib for only 65 pesos. I should've bought 3 or 4. It's nice to use on inking some drawings and I prefer that tool over a brush. And, I also bough a brush. Since it's really hard to look for Winsor and Newton's finest sable series especially in this country, I bought the Rembrandt Sables instead. But that was last time. What I bought yesterday are 3/0 Sakura's. I was tempted to buy the 2/0 sized ones because they were really small, and sharp. But then, I saw the 3/0 size ones, so I was amazed. I haven't tried it, though. I tried using my Quill last night and it was really good. It's like a brush with a very hard tip, and perfectly controllable, assuming you practiced your brush techniques. I also bought DC Comics' guide for Writing. I don't think I wasted money on this, it was only 400 pesos with a 50% discount so I got it for 200 pesos. Isn't that wonderful? I was looking for the Guide for Pencilling but there were no more stock. The only books that were left were Guide's to Inking and Coloring. They're more expensive than the Guide to Writing. But then again, I still don't know if I'll make it.

Make it or not, It'll be fine. We are prisoners of time, we must look ahead and slip onto the other side of the bars.

^{I don't really write long posts like this on Da but I'm too lazy to open LJ so forgive me for my laziness. I will soon be punished.}

By the way, Jim Lee's in the house, guys. Almost of my idols are here. Now, where is that Charest guy?

Remind me to finish my Gwapoman script before April 10, guys. I also changed the color of his pants, from blue to black. I need to breathe and drawing is my air. I also want to upload some drawings but I have a sucky internet connection. Why the hell can't I upload images?! Even on tinypic, imageshack and photobucket! I have a Morrigan art for Udon's contest. It didn't got chosen because of the colors, I think. A Nite-Owl drawing, a cover for Tales of Awesomeness, the Bat Family, Morion and Gwapoman poster to be colored by Wan and some sketches.

Yes, I am still alive and kicking, alive, and, kicking alive. My back hurts.

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